I want...no, I NEED the world to know how I'm feeling right now. Despite all my insecurities and my doubts about myself, I have never been more in love in my life. You know it's funny, because it's like, everytime I *thought* I was in love, I was convinced. I thought, this is it. THIS...is love. But you know, it wasn't. Not really. Not until NOW.
It's like, no matter what I'm going through, no matter how down I am, he lifts me up. I am convinced he is my saving grace. He has this way of calming me down, making me realize that everything *will* be ok, I just gotta give it time. I don't think my life was truly fulfilled until he came into it and now, I'm so afraid of losing it. It keeps me up at night, it makes me worry all day. I can't lose this. I know I'm not usually this lucky, but God for once, can you make my dreams come true? Can I just have this one thing and I won't ever ask you for anything else? I know I probably don't deserve it, but I will spend the rest of my life proving that I DO if I have to. I don't care what it takes. If I let this man slip out of my grip, I could never forgive myself. I almost let it happen once, I won't make that mistake again.
God, I sound like a freak. haha. I don't care though...I will tell the whole world if I have to. I don't care what anyone thinks. I am in love with Bryan, and it means everything to me. No matter how bad of a day I have, no matter what kind of mood I'm in, he makes it all go away. His love heals me. I can't ask for more. :)
I <3 you baby.
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- lostandfound
- Austin, Texas, United States
- My name is Krystal, 23 years old. I work, I spend time with friends and family and Bryan. :) I'm actually pretty boring. I don't lead a very exciting life, but I must say, it's still very fulfilling. I don't think I've ever been this content. :)
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