*sigh* You know, for as long as I can remember, I have always told myself..I will never be like my mother. I could never be her. Everything I could possibly despise in a person, she is it. I hate saying that about my own mother, the person who gave birth to me, but it's the truth. I think I'm her. A younger version. How did I get to this point? Where did I go wrong? I must have taken a left when I should have taken a right. This isn't ok. I'm not ok. I'm so lost, and it scares me. How do I get out of it? How do I find my way home? Do I even have a home?
I decided to get back on WW full throttle. I'm hoping that by putting everything I have into it, I can focus on something positive, and hopefully lose a buttload of weight in the process! I also started that Couch to 5K program that some friends of mine from Galleywinter told me about. Yesterday was my first day, and I'm not going to lie, it was pretty hard. Running is amazing to me though, one of the best outlets for me. So I'm hoping I stick to it and get in shape to run a 5K in December! :) Wish me luck because I'm pretty sure I need as much as I can get.
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- lostandfound
- Austin, Texas, United States
- My name is Krystal, 23 years old. I work, I spend time with friends and family and Bryan. :) I'm actually pretty boring. I don't lead a very exciting life, but I must say, it's still very fulfilling. I don't think I've ever been this content. :)
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